Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ♥
What am i doing? ♥ 2:32 PM
Just read jody's blog about that day.
She mentioned that a whole bunch of other fangirls were running behind them.
The good thing is THEY managed to take a picture with them.
The other fangirls? i think didn't managed to take a picture with the guys.
So next time? I think is
IMPOSSIBLE.
Not so lucky already.
Sometimes in life things will not go in the way that you wanted it to be.
So what to do? count myself super duper unlucky lo.
At least i still got my
matt. LOL!
Now is to get over and forget it.
Right? :D
Like what yanjun told me there's still chance when we're in korea.
Okay korea wait for us. BIGBANG and FT ISLAND and 2NE1! Everything just wait for us.
We'll definately just gonna invade your country!
HOPE i can still see them and take pictures! like i say H.O.P.E. ^^
Chagiya ah! i replied you in my tagboard already.
I don know what to say. Just not scolding you.
I just feeling.....................arhx idk!
If you think im scolding you den im sorry.
I just want to vent out my anger on something,somewhere or someone.
I REALLY DON'T KNOW.
Current Music: 此生不換 - 青鳥飛魚
Current Mood: Secret :D
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After so long~ ^^ ♥ 12:03 AM
After so long! And i decided to post something. Which is
IMPORTANT!!!!
Yesterday went to watch the dance finales! At suntec.
With Selena, youwen and jody.
Thought it would only be the local dancers. Who knows! LAST FOR ONE!
YES! LAST FOR ONE! they were there too ^^
I was so damn bloody shity HAPPY like don't know in heaven or hell.
I wanted to take picture with my
dear 신영석 Zero nine!
Since like last year! saw him in person the 4th time!
Because i gotta go meet mickey and friends. So went off earlier.
(i totally regret!)Selena~ wanted to steal him from me. She said that many times in front of me!
And what? Does this counted she got him?

My Dear: First on the left
Selena: JUST BESIDE HIM?! pink and green. (The face so close to him one!!!!!)
you wen: The only one with specs.
Jody: "twist" in black.
GOD DAMN IT!!they saw them the 1st time and took pictures?!?!
me the 4th time got nothing!
And selena get so close to him!?!?
ME SO DAMN FAR AWAY FROM HIM!?!
I DON'T WANT TO SAY HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW OR WHAT DID I DID JUST ONLY!
IS TOTALLY NOT NICE O SAY OUT AND.........................!
I DON'T KNOW!
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The only word is stuck in my head now AND what i want to shout out now is..
FUCK YOU!
If Anyone of you see this post now (around this time ONLY).
Please give me a call and please listen to me.
I need help now! need someone badly now!
After today i HOPE i can forget! And hope NO ONE talk about it again!
DO NOT TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN! PLEASE!
Current Music: none
Current Mood: DAMN SUPER PISSED OFF!